Withdrawal

Starting over, from the end... my mistake

The price to pay , measured with an invisible pain

Heartbeats racing, short breaths, short answers

Holding it in, why? Pretending... everything is okay

Regaining ground lost on you, following the blind

3rd time is the trick...maybe

I liked you better when I didn't know

Now, these withdrawal symptoms you left me with are too much for my soul

Rigamortis kicks in, please leave me alone, stop interrupting my contractions

I want to die, don't you understand?

My withdrawal is from this world

But my brain can't comprehend the non existence that awaits

So instead of having eternal  slumber

We just start over... from the end, my mistake

...Was that the beginning or the end?